Thin Drugs

heavy chests
outta control
sleepless nights
she's on a roll
rivers of tears
shaking fingers
counting calories
as the guilt lingers
an average girl
and average waist
would purge from
even a single taste
this average girl
starving for perfection
cries at night
when she sees her reflection
all hope is lost
replaced by mutilation
it's like a drug
this beautiful thinspiration

Just Another Ugly Girl

Just another ugly girl
In a beautiful thinner world
Just another ugly girl
In a perfect world.

She's scared and she's lonely
Bleeding and broken
Starving to fit in
With the perfect world

Just another ugly girl
In a beautiful thinner world
Just another ugly girl
In a perfect world.

The doctors tell her
She is normal
But normal is not perfect
So she starves on

Just another ugly girl
In a beautiful thinner world
Just another ugly girl
In a perfect world.

Just another dying girl
In a beautiful thinner world
Just another dying girl
In a perfect world.

Just one moment left to live
Her heart slows and her chest falls
And wither dying breath she says
Now I am beautiful in my world.