The Places the Heart Will Wander...

The heart wanders
into desserts and into storms.
But through the rough
Is when true love forms.
The moment two touch
For the first time.
Is like fireworks
In a cloudless sky.
Emotions run rapid
Coursing through my veins
And all I can think
Is when will I see him again.
Tomorrow it seems
Is so far away
Why couldn't it last forever
This wonder filled day?
The moment two touch
For the first time
Hands interlocked
And minds in rhyme.
I look at his hands
So beautiful and strong.
I want him to wrap me in his arms
And hold me tight all night long.
Oh the places the heart will wander
Drifting to and fro
Holding all emotions back
Until it's safe to go.
The first moment we touch
Your hand in mine.
Your heart wanders to me
And has frozen time.

Ammends

I don't have the courage
to face him yet again
to willingly break my heart
in order to make ammends.
I know I love him
I know I shouldn't
but to say goodbye forever
I absolutely couldn't.
I gave him my heart
he ripped it apart
I did the same to him.
if only we could go back to the the start
of when all this began
when our hearts still beat
but would we fix it
or would things just repeat.
I want to be with him
to have and to hold
but how can I love him
when his heart is now cold.
I dream about his face
I dream about his lips
I dream how he has slipped
from my desperate flailing grips.
I don't know
if I can escape these thoughts
so until I do
my heart will sit here and rot.
Goodbye my lover
Goodbye my friend
I'm sorry that we couldn't
make ammends.

xoxo